squirting is always somthing that ive found sexy and hot when ive seen it in porn and described by others but i just can't seem to do it!
i do have a g spot, and i can feel it ( when its described by people they say it feels like the roof of your mouth, but i think personally it feels a bit like the head of a cock more than that) and others can feel it too. at least toyboy could when we had (disasterous) sex. Unfortunatley my g spot is just out of reach of my fingers, and i have no toys that seem to help me at all at the moment.
I do have the fun factory delight which is in the post, and yet to arrive as i only ordered it a few days ago.
and i have this thing, which is unfortunatley too soft to find my G spot.
Its one of the things ive wanted to see if i can do for a while, so if you have any hints and tips i'd be keen to know!
Wednesday 29 December 2010
Sunday 19 December 2010
mixed blessings
so, i finally got laid :D
however it wasn't that special, and it wont happen again ( boo)
I met a man online who attends uni in Cambridge ( will be known as toyboy cause he's a bit younger than me) , and was looking to have a relationship, so we met up a fair few times and then i stayed the night.
A lot of mind fuckery was involved in this relationship, with the benefit of hindsight its not perfect and i know now there is no chance of a relationship as a BF/GF thing.
so there we were laid on his single bed squashed together, skin on skin kissing roughly and passionately. I pull my leg around his side and grind myself into him, his cock all ready hard. he grabs me and shifts us both round on the bed so that he's on top of me and starts sucking and licking my nipples hard. i moan in pleasure and find his big cock ( the largest I've ever had. i struggle to wrap my hand around it when hes fully errect) and wank him off with one hand while stroking my clit with the other.
he stops licking my nipples and slides his fingers into my wet pussy, rubbing my g spot giving me amasing sensations as i stroke his cock. I shudder to orgasm as he continues fingering my pussy. I find some condoms ( large ones) and he lets me put it on him.
sliding his cock into my pussy felt Divine, stretching and filling me up so well, and his thrusting bringing me closer to orgasm. he stops suddenly, he's come as well, which was kind of anti climatic as i was so near again.
toyboy had explained that he wouldn't last long because of "first night nerves" but i didn't really expect it would be as quick as it was. I had come though so it wasn't all lost.
What happened next made me feel fucking awful. the moment he came he rolled over and accused me of pressuring him into sex, and that he hadn't wanted it. If you read my blog regularly you know that i hate the absence of consent and i would never do something like that! In hindsight i shouldn't have had sex with him knowing full well the amount of mind fuckery he willingly employs and that it was more than likely to turn out like this.
toyboy seems to enjoy relying on the "suffering creative type" cliche that people employ to avoid any responsibility they have over their actions and how they treat others. and i fell for it, hook line and sinker. what a fool I am.
Sometimes i feat i will never find a partner who's, dependable, honest and sincere or get regular, satisfying sex!
however it wasn't that special, and it wont happen again ( boo)
I met a man online who attends uni in Cambridge ( will be known as toyboy cause he's a bit younger than me) , and was looking to have a relationship, so we met up a fair few times and then i stayed the night.
A lot of mind fuckery was involved in this relationship, with the benefit of hindsight its not perfect and i know now there is no chance of a relationship as a BF/GF thing.
so there we were laid on his single bed squashed together, skin on skin kissing roughly and passionately. I pull my leg around his side and grind myself into him, his cock all ready hard. he grabs me and shifts us both round on the bed so that he's on top of me and starts sucking and licking my nipples hard. i moan in pleasure and find his big cock ( the largest I've ever had. i struggle to wrap my hand around it when hes fully errect) and wank him off with one hand while stroking my clit with the other.
he stops licking my nipples and slides his fingers into my wet pussy, rubbing my g spot giving me amasing sensations as i stroke his cock. I shudder to orgasm as he continues fingering my pussy. I find some condoms ( large ones) and he lets me put it on him.
sliding his cock into my pussy felt Divine, stretching and filling me up so well, and his thrusting bringing me closer to orgasm. he stops suddenly, he's come as well, which was kind of anti climatic as i was so near again.
toyboy had explained that he wouldn't last long because of "first night nerves" but i didn't really expect it would be as quick as it was. I had come though so it wasn't all lost.
What happened next made me feel fucking awful. the moment he came he rolled over and accused me of pressuring him into sex, and that he hadn't wanted it. If you read my blog regularly you know that i hate the absence of consent and i would never do something like that! In hindsight i shouldn't have had sex with him knowing full well the amount of mind fuckery he willingly employs and that it was more than likely to turn out like this.
toyboy seems to enjoy relying on the "suffering creative type" cliche that people employ to avoid any responsibility they have over their actions and how they treat others. and i fell for it, hook line and sinker. what a fool I am.
Sometimes i feat i will never find a partner who's, dependable, honest and sincere or get regular, satisfying sex!
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