squirting is always somthing that ive found sexy and hot when ive seen it in porn and described by others but i just can't seem to do it!
i do have a g spot, and i can feel it ( when its described by people they say it feels like the roof of your mouth, but i think personally it feels a bit like the head of a cock more than that) and others can feel it too. at least toyboy could when we had (disasterous) sex. Unfortunatley my g spot is just out of reach of my fingers, and i have no toys that seem to help me at all at the moment.
I do have the fun factory delight which is in the post, and yet to arrive as i only ordered it a few days ago.
and i have this thing, which is unfortunatley too soft to find my G spot.
Its one of the things ive wanted to see if i can do for a while, so if you have any hints and tips i'd be keen to know!
Wednesday, 29 December 2010
Sunday, 19 December 2010
mixed blessings
so, i finally got laid :D
however it wasn't that special, and it wont happen again ( boo)
I met a man online who attends uni in Cambridge ( will be known as toyboy cause he's a bit younger than me) , and was looking to have a relationship, so we met up a fair few times and then i stayed the night.
A lot of mind fuckery was involved in this relationship, with the benefit of hindsight its not perfect and i know now there is no chance of a relationship as a BF/GF thing.
so there we were laid on his single bed squashed together, skin on skin kissing roughly and passionately. I pull my leg around his side and grind myself into him, his cock all ready hard. he grabs me and shifts us both round on the bed so that he's on top of me and starts sucking and licking my nipples hard. i moan in pleasure and find his big cock ( the largest I've ever had. i struggle to wrap my hand around it when hes fully errect) and wank him off with one hand while stroking my clit with the other.
he stops licking my nipples and slides his fingers into my wet pussy, rubbing my g spot giving me amasing sensations as i stroke his cock. I shudder to orgasm as he continues fingering my pussy. I find some condoms ( large ones) and he lets me put it on him.
sliding his cock into my pussy felt Divine, stretching and filling me up so well, and his thrusting bringing me closer to orgasm. he stops suddenly, he's come as well, which was kind of anti climatic as i was so near again.
toyboy had explained that he wouldn't last long because of "first night nerves" but i didn't really expect it would be as quick as it was. I had come though so it wasn't all lost.
What happened next made me feel fucking awful. the moment he came he rolled over and accused me of pressuring him into sex, and that he hadn't wanted it. If you read my blog regularly you know that i hate the absence of consent and i would never do something like that! In hindsight i shouldn't have had sex with him knowing full well the amount of mind fuckery he willingly employs and that it was more than likely to turn out like this.
toyboy seems to enjoy relying on the "suffering creative type" cliche that people employ to avoid any responsibility they have over their actions and how they treat others. and i fell for it, hook line and sinker. what a fool I am.
Sometimes i feat i will never find a partner who's, dependable, honest and sincere or get regular, satisfying sex!
however it wasn't that special, and it wont happen again ( boo)
I met a man online who attends uni in Cambridge ( will be known as toyboy cause he's a bit younger than me) , and was looking to have a relationship, so we met up a fair few times and then i stayed the night.
A lot of mind fuckery was involved in this relationship, with the benefit of hindsight its not perfect and i know now there is no chance of a relationship as a BF/GF thing.
so there we were laid on his single bed squashed together, skin on skin kissing roughly and passionately. I pull my leg around his side and grind myself into him, his cock all ready hard. he grabs me and shifts us both round on the bed so that he's on top of me and starts sucking and licking my nipples hard. i moan in pleasure and find his big cock ( the largest I've ever had. i struggle to wrap my hand around it when hes fully errect) and wank him off with one hand while stroking my clit with the other.
he stops licking my nipples and slides his fingers into my wet pussy, rubbing my g spot giving me amasing sensations as i stroke his cock. I shudder to orgasm as he continues fingering my pussy. I find some condoms ( large ones) and he lets me put it on him.
sliding his cock into my pussy felt Divine, stretching and filling me up so well, and his thrusting bringing me closer to orgasm. he stops suddenly, he's come as well, which was kind of anti climatic as i was so near again.
toyboy had explained that he wouldn't last long because of "first night nerves" but i didn't really expect it would be as quick as it was. I had come though so it wasn't all lost.
What happened next made me feel fucking awful. the moment he came he rolled over and accused me of pressuring him into sex, and that he hadn't wanted it. If you read my blog regularly you know that i hate the absence of consent and i would never do something like that! In hindsight i shouldn't have had sex with him knowing full well the amount of mind fuckery he willingly employs and that it was more than likely to turn out like this.
toyboy seems to enjoy relying on the "suffering creative type" cliche that people employ to avoid any responsibility they have over their actions and how they treat others. and i fell for it, hook line and sinker. what a fool I am.
Sometimes i feat i will never find a partner who's, dependable, honest and sincere or get regular, satisfying sex!
Monday, 30 August 2010
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
tester review time! satin bondage kit and touche ice.
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Sunday, 25 July 2010
Monday, 12 July 2010
sex ( or lack thereof)
what to write about?
other than the fact i have not had sex in so long and i don't think i will get any soon there's nothing really thrilling going on in my life. the heat affects my health ( dyspraxia and joint issues flare up in really hot and really cold climates)
i keep fantasising about some really hot rough sex too which does not help as it makes me so horny.
i want someone to bite my nipples and drag rough hands and scratchy stubble across my skin, alighting my desire. I want to feel those hands against my clit and vulva, rough and demanding. forcing me to come hard and fast and expecting nothing else.
i want my head forced into the pillows, my hips pulled up and a cock pushed into me hard and fast, demanding and wanting instead of needing. i want to hear balls slapping against my ass, a thick cock filling, fucking and stretching me. i want to feel that cock so deep inside me throbbing and pulsing with desire, to feel hot come shooting deep inside me and my orgasm thanking him for treating me like the little slut i am. i want to feel that heady mix of satisfied and tired that comes after fantastic sex!
other than the fact i have not had sex in so long and i don't think i will get any soon there's nothing really thrilling going on in my life. the heat affects my health ( dyspraxia and joint issues flare up in really hot and really cold climates)
i keep fantasising about some really hot rough sex too which does not help as it makes me so horny.
i want someone to bite my nipples and drag rough hands and scratchy stubble across my skin, alighting my desire. I want to feel those hands against my clit and vulva, rough and demanding. forcing me to come hard and fast and expecting nothing else.
i want my head forced into the pillows, my hips pulled up and a cock pushed into me hard and fast, demanding and wanting instead of needing. i want to hear balls slapping against my ass, a thick cock filling, fucking and stretching me. i want to feel that cock so deep inside me throbbing and pulsing with desire, to feel hot come shooting deep inside me and my orgasm thanking him for treating me like the little slut i am. i want to feel that heady mix of satisfied and tired that comes after fantastic sex!
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
sextoys.co.uk review, Nipplettes clamps
nipplette vibrating nipple camps by doc Johnson come in attractive packaging and a tasteful shade of pink. there's no gawping naked women on the cover and the clamps are clearly displayed
they run off of three watch style batteries in each clamp and come with one set pre loaded and another set to change them. It would not be too hard to find replacement batteries but the two sets are more than plenty to be going on with
using them is simple, just press on the clip end to attach them to the nipple and push the black button on the end
there are several problems with the clamps. I couldn't really feel the vibrations on my nipples and they didn't really "clamp"
the vibrations were fairly weak and the motor was quite loud considering the size of the bullet. the clamps feel quite light too and if they were slightly weightier it might have helped with the transmission of sensations.
these would be perfect for those who are not so keen on pain or the tight grip of more traditional clamps or a great way to try nipple play.
because of the weight of the batteries the clip will sort of hang off and the style of them means they can't be tightened as much as i would like them to be.
there is a little screw that means they can be adjusted to be more open if you do have bigger nipples. Personally i feel that a better choice would be a pair of clover nipple clamps and a cheap bullet to give similar sensations.
all in all they were not my kind of thing. I couldn't really feel the vibrations on the nipples and the high pitched buzzing became a little annoying after a while
plus points are the tasteful packaging and colouring of the item, the ready and plentiful supply of batteries
the major negative seems to be that they didn't really clamp as hard as i wanted to and that the vibrations were not strong enough for me.
these clamps are available from both sextoys.co.uk ( where this review appears and where i got the review product from) and lovehoney.co.uk (where the images of the clamps are from)
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